Ever wonder what happened to all those kids who used to just shove papers into their backpacks in elementary and middle school? Do you yearn to understand how their chaotic behavior impacted their futures? Spoiler alert: It did not impact them well. As a former paper-crammer, the concepts of structure, organization, and focus are pretty damn foreign to me. And I'm really trying. I've got a planner, I've got a to-do list, I've got alerts and habit trackers galore. But it's still not enough to ge…